Killed my thoughts as they came clear Put me deep into my sweat Came along an endless road And pushed her tongue into my throat Put the ice to melt on fire Burning, burning my desire Making love while feeling hate Dig me deep a sweet grave Put the moon into a hole Made the sun loose it's light Dancing with me on coal Dancing with me on ice Gave me hope, gave me strength But there was just nothing Now you may wonder what went wrong Well, let me tell ya that now I'm strong Let me tell ya that this is for real I hate you - O dear 4 seconds - I lose my confession 3 seconds - I lose my faith 2 seconds - Cause I know my new profession 1 second - I lose control