How'd you ruin love?
How'd you ruin sex for me?
Don't you know I'm soft?
Or I'll pretend not to be
I can't get undressed without you in my head
Sayin', sayin'
That I'm not enough
I can't know just what you want
And it's fucked up 'cause your validation's all I got
But you got the soft spot for me
And it's hard to think that we'd leave
You know where it hurts
And still, what's the worst is when I'm down
Thought I'd wait around
'Cause you thought you'd put me right there
Thought you'd put me right there
Didn't think that I'd dare (I'd dare) to try and see what's out there (outside)
Thought you'd put me right there (right there)
You didn't think that I'd care (I'd care)
And you know it's not fair (not fair)
You weren't ready to share (to share)
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I'm not perfect, no
And I don't pretend to be
Check your followers
Make sure you're still obsessed with me
Someone called my house prettier
But I've heard healing isn't linear
And that's a good thing, thank God for that
'Cause I've been a wreck thinking about what kind of bitch next
Yeah, does she love like me?
Or what you wanted me to be?
'Cause none of us will be your thing, yeah
'Cause I thought I put you right there
Thought I put you right there, yeah
Didn't think that you'd dare (you'd dare)to try to see what's out there, (outside)yeah
Thought I put you right there (right there)
Didn't think that you cared (I cared)
And I know it's not fair (not fair)
I'm not ready to share (to share)
Thought I put you right there
Thought I put you right there, yeah
Didn't think that you'd dare (you'd dare) to try to see what's out there, (outside) yeah
Thought I put you right there (right there)
Didn't think that you cared (I cared)
And I know it's not fair (not fair)
I'm not ready to share (to share)
Hate that I'd wait for you, yeah, yeah
Hate that I'd wait for you, yeah, yeah
Hate that I'd wait for you