Today is not a good day for me
For today, I found out I was mad
As I have discovered this in the last 45 minutes
My madness is still new
Fresh in my mind as to say
So I can understand it more
It has come to my attention that over the past year and a half
I have acquired a condition known as acute paranoid schizophrenia
In relation to everyone and everything I did
It gradually worsened
Through the year to this point of realization
That I have a twin mind
And in the intervening time
I consume with a passion various things
To keep the main side happy
And as the main side grew hungrier quicker
And if it wasn't fed each time
It began to eat the other
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Distrust of everything, it ran in the family
At least on my mother's side
There was too much trust in the other
I am its eldest offspring
And I too have distrust too much
That's why I don't want children
Each person has their own tragedy
Mine as I found out was this fear of my old lady
Turning into the very same old lady
That I despised when I grew up
But you fall in love
And is it possible to fall in love with every woman you meet?
You just stand there with your mouths open
Thinking, wishing I never existed
But this is my time
And the girl I've just met should be here
'Cause here was a woman
Who held me and did not copy my every move
She just let it happen
Never asked, but I answered
I myself, I'm heaven and hell
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Today is not a day for me
Today is not for me
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Today is not a day for me
Today is not for me
Today is not a day for me
Today is not for me
It's not for me