It's been weighing on my conscience
Tryna move right cause I know I got options
Crabs in the barrel, my plate got 4 lobsters
Now we going dumb but the music stay conscious
Things I see, I'm tryna live it out
Almost lost myself tryna figure out
How to switch things up for a big amount
Soon they all gon say we the realest out
Someone in they feelings now
Probably kill me to admit it, I don't say it but I need it
Been a while and I feel it in my spirit
Hard to talk if I don't live it, wait a minute now it's different when it's (You)
I don't know what to (Do)
Play it real cool, act like I never care
But I learned that with time, takes courage to be Scared
That said, I don't want no bougie
She gon try sue me
We all want em but nobody ever wife a groupie
Cerebellum don't function when tryna get the coochie
Broken fella my nigga or is you Fela Kuti? But
Had to go through it to remember why
You only throw shade cause you never try
How you gon hate and you ain't met the guy?
Working so when I stop breathing, I still never die
I can only work on what I'm meant for
Almost had me thinking where I went wrong
This slaps like I got the red palm
It won't be forever how I'm slept on
Almost had me second guessing all that I believe
All makes sense when I'm on my knees
Have faith, work hard and you will achieve
Either I'm not negative or I'm that naive
Back then, I felt so rich with a fiver
Back then, it felt so real when I liked her
Back then, I would have dreams I would pipe ya
You look how I feel and you smell like nostalgia
You down? I can't tell though
Means more when your actions got an echo, think it's time to let go
But she got the type of body make you put your own girl in the friend zone
Her and her friends know
Is it fake, is it real? Don't tell me not to feel how I feel
Don't tell me cause I choose when I heal
Don't tell me Who I serve isn't real, all the time that I kill got my
Close ones telling me that I'm next
Eyes closed just to see that I'm blessed
I might put her in a white dress
Real talk only time I digress
On God, it's been weighing on my conscience
Tryna move right cause I know I got options
Crabs in the barrel, my plate got 4 lobsters
Now we going dumb but the music stay conscious
Things I see, I'm tryna live it out
Almost lost myself tryna figure out
How to switch things up for a big amount
Soon they all gon say we the realest out
Watching television now, hating, mad, at who? Room full of glass
All hands point at you
Those you hang with might as well be a noose
Those alarms just to keep tapping snooze
Can't play the same card, skin liquorice
Day job, full time work, sick of it
Talking bout, I need my meter fixed
Pond that I'm in, on God I need bigger fish
Now I, find myself getting lost in my timeline
So much on my mind
Like how I wanna ball on these niggas but I'm still on the sideline
With they mask on, try rob me of sleep
Don't make sense the way some of us think but
Can't lose sleep from opinions of sheep
So award goes to Gemma for the coon of the Week
All that talk, what you really do?
Lately I ain't been in the mood, it's rare to find original
She said the way I'm slept on is criminal
But there's a difference from who they hear and
Who they listen to
I can't lie I been stressing, all the time I'm investing
For a dream that I dream, what an inception
Before I take flight, I need bigger wings
Still I fiend for the little things and
It's been weighing on my conscience
Tryna move right cause I know I got options
Crabs in the barrel, my plate got 4 lobsters
Now we going dumb but the music stay conscious
Things I see, I'm tryna live it out
Almost lost myself tryna figure out
How to switch things up for a big amount
Soon they all gon say we the realest out
So I'm on a mission now