I don't know why you're playing mind games with me
I talk you off the ledge when it's hard to breathe
I know there's no escape headed for the grave
But I've told you time again, that I can't be treated this way
I know, I know
Sometimes it's just not in your
Control, control
But girl I'm tired
How many times
Do you have to tell me you're right
Would it kill you not to pick fights with me
With me
Can we try
Try and make amends on this night
Sick of telling people we're fine
When all you do is try me
Gaslight, gaslight watching me go up in flames
I tried, I tried to put it out with the pouring rain
Nobody can see the damage that's been done
But there's a place inside my head
Where the walls are painted red with a shotgun
It's like you try to make me question every word you say
When this is over we can say that we lost everything
Is it worth it, is it worth it
Every fight that you win is it worth it
Am I worthless, am I worthless
This pain it cuts too deep
How many times
Do you have to tell me you're right
Would it kill you not to pick fights with me
With me
Can we try
Try and make amends on this night
Sick of telling people we're fine
When all you do is try me
You say you value what we have and then you forget everything
The second that you're seeing red, tear into me
I tell myself that I can't do it. Can't walk away
But I can't stay another day if you'll never change
Fuck this
How many times
Do you have to tell me you're right
Would it kill you not to pick fights with me
With me
Can we try
Try and make amends on this night
Sick of telling people we're fine
When all you do is try me