(I've already lost you) (I've already lost you) She said, "Hey, what's up? Haven't seen you. Are you alone? Where's your boyfriend? Where's your girlfriend? At home? Do they know? That you're with me and we're drinking Got my hands all over your feelings Knowing that I soothe your demons Promise that I'll keep it our secret" I met her on my worst night She took away my pain three times The biggest mistake of my life felt so right Now I feel like a monster I could blame my trauma But I've already lost you I've already lost you So keep pouring the vodka It's sweeter than my problems Wish I never loved you Wish I had a drug to Take it back and change the past Slow it down, don't go so fast Think before I hurt you again Now I feel like a monster I could blame my trauma But I've already lost you I've already lost you I said, "Hey, I messed up I didn't mean it. I wasn't thinking About you or your feelings I was just scared of you leaving So I gave you a reason To hate me. To get even We're broken. Can you see it? I love you so much yet, we're screaming" I met her on my worst night She took away my pain three times The biggest mistake of my life felt so right Now I feel like a monster I could blame my trauma But I've already lost you I've already lost you So keep pouring the vodka It's sweeter than my problems Wish I never loved you Wish I had a drug to Take it back and change the past Slow it down, don't go so fast Think before I hurt you again Now I feel like a monster I could blame my trauma But I've already lost you I've already lost you Too (I've already lost you) (I've already lost you) Now I feel like a monster I could blame my trauma But I've already lost you I've already lost you So keep pouring the vodka It's sweeter than my problems Wish I never loved you Wish I had a drug to Take it back and change the past Slow it down, don't go so fast Think before I hurt you again Now I feel like a monster I could blame my trauma But I've already lost you I've already lost you Too