I don't like to wake up
Now that I'm a grown up
I'm never where I wanna be
Yeah
Try to keep my nose clean
Make my mama proud of me
Don't think about my fantasies
But I've been livin' two lives, one of 'em's in my mind
That's how I spend my free time, I'm runnin' out of white lies
And I'm runnin' out of white lines, yeah
If you wanna know why I've got such a bad side
I keep 'em on my bedside, ask myself every night
Would I want a different life?
If you could take a pill and make it go away
Would you change your face, your race, your weight?
Wake up, say, "Fuck it, I don't care what they say"
Would you rather be straight, have a different last name?
Never run away or make your parents' mistakes?
Have a love that lasts, and get out of your head
Never do another drug, never drink again
Smoke another cigarette, maybe choose better friends
Wake up, heads up
I said, "Open up your pillbox," what you eat, and what you love
Open up your pillbox, if only we could write these up
Open up your pillbox, I wish I had magic drugs
Open up your pillbox, if only we could write these up
As much as I may want to
I can't ever love you
'Cause we don't like the same thing's
Yeah
I have a lot of secrets
Makin' love to my demons
Dyin' on the defense with a reason
'Cause I've been livin' two lives, one of 'em's in my mind
That's how I spend my free time, I'm runnin' out of white lies
And I'm runnin' out of white lines, yeah
If you wanna know why I've got such a bad side
I keep 'em on my bedside, ask myself every night
Would I want a different life?
If you could take a pill and make it go away
Would you change your face, your race, your weight?
Wake up, say, "Fuck it, I don't care what they say"?
Would you rather be straight, have a different last name?
Never run away or make your parents' mistakes?
Have a love that lasts, and get out of your head
Never do another drug, never drink again
Smoke another cigarette, maybe choose better friends
Wake up, heads up, I said
Open up your pillbox, what you eat, and what you love
Open up your pillbox, if only we could write these up
Open up your pillbox, I wish I had magic drugs
Open up your pillbox, if only we could write these up