I'm sorry I slept through the holidays
I know what they mean to you
But I just can't bear to take up space
I know that you think I'm a waste
I'm sorry I'm not who you want me to be
I'm so sorry for disturbing your peace
And I know that you wish I could be better well
Me too
And if there's one thing I can count on
It's your disappointment
If there's one thing you can count on it's me
Me and my feelings these thoughts in my head
As I'm fading away
One two three
I know you're looking out for me
But I just wish you'd see
What you're doing
I see you watching and I hear you wishing
So loud you can't hear all the things you've been missing
(I'm what you're missing)
And if there's one thing I can count on
It's your disappointment
If there's one thing you can count on it's me
Me and my feelings these thoughts in my head
As I'm fading away
One two three
I know what you want from me
And I can say
Hey I'm trying
I'm in crisis and you're
You're invited
Come on, come on
And if there's one thing I can count on
It's your disappointment
If there's one thing you can count on it's me
Me and my feelings these thoughts in my head
As I'm fading away