I had visions of things i always wish to see I kissed your lips and together we flew to the moon I had visions of things i never want to see I ripped off your heart not even knowing the reason why I am not sure if i am ready to face you Cause my dreams seem so real That i cannot tell the difference And i don't even want to find it out Pain (and suffering) i wish to see Beneath the sky painted with dreams Bleeding through the wall of sleep Pain and agony i have to see These visions are full of love and death I cant tell the good ones from the bad Sometimes visions of death give hope When visions of love cause pain These visions that i see Reflect the darker side of me When i think about those images I know they are not reality But many times it feels That their meaning is Not just black or white Like when i see myself stabbing you It sometimes feels like the right thing to do And when i see myself hanging from the tree I feel that i could finally be ready to die Satanic visions Of suicide Divine visions Of eternal lies Hanging from the tree Jumping off the tower Drinking the poison Taking the last breath Satanic visions Unholy incantations Dancing with darkness Throughout visions