Once again another sleepless night
I don't know why there's no one by my side
Looking for a sign but there's none in sight
Alone in the dark still looking for a light
Am I changing my future or wasting time
Heads a mess
Where'd I put my lighter?
Light this
Make my shoulders feel lighter
Where the fuck do I go from here
Make a plan or just go by ear
Can't go back cause of constant fear
Should I run away just disappear
Numb this pain
Hide away from here
Voice is back but I never back down
Thought's still there like I'm lost in a crowd
Music save's in a million ways
So it helps when it brings me silence now
Telling myself I'm silly like clown
Why is it always me that's down
No one else ever sees my frown
Still wearing a mask but I've got my crown
Text's from mate's try'na understand
How would you feel if your life changed plans
I was taught to expect these high demands
I was dealt this deck but I'm folding this hand
Look, I don't expect you to understand
So many things that I had planned
All sucked away just like quicksand now swear down
And you're asking me to come round so I did
So I know your safe and sound When I got there she had broken down
Can't swallow this pride with a broken heart
Cause the truth is we've gotta stay apart
At the end of the day
It all begins to start
I want the stars to break like windows in the glass
Let the light escape and take me away to the land I dream to stay
I wonder
Far away
Went round to say my goodbyes
Despite how I tried couldn't look her in the eyes
She starts to cry and then ask's me why but I've told you a million times
It feels like we're just going round and round like a blade to my heart
Then it's thrown to the ground
I've already told you I wish you the best for your future now and your success
Just know I can't stay with the thoughts in my brain
And the voices telling me I should take blame
My sanity's died you killed it with hate
Pressure on my mind and now it's inflamed
All these pills and I still feel pain
All this space and I still feel chains
All I want's for Libby to feel safe
But it's you that made it end up this way
Every night for my baby I'll say a prayer
Anytime that she needs me I'm always there
No force on earth could ever stop me from breaking these chains
That have bound me to this chair
Cause for her I'm a hero like chase
Fight any villain or be saving the day
Although Daddy's shoulders are scarred from the weight
I would still find strength to lift you up straight
I'm weak in this chair but with you I'm a Great like Zeus
I produce pure power this way
Lightning bolt to an enemies face
Mess with my baby I'm changing your fate
Test when I'm crazy
Sorry's too late
Protest to Hades when laid in a grave
Your tainted soul will keep you enslaved so a sleepless night
I'm sure can be braved
At the end of the day
It all begins to start
I want the stars to break like windows in the glass
Let the light escape and take me away to the land I dream to stay
I wonder
Far away