You tell me the truth only half at a time But when you say this party's over I get the feeling that you're right My insides on the back porch I'm always moving backwards You say you're scared I'll revert To the boy I was before I'm so glad that everything lasted longer than I thought it would Surrounded by my glowing friends I know that I grow dimmer I feel me start to flicker I feel a gust of wind Or was it in my head? It's always in my head You tell me what to do, never when I want you to But when you say that you don't care I know I can believe you There are some new people here, I wonder what they'll think When they find out certain things and they start to think They know me When I found out certain things I started to think I knew you But I was a fool to ever think I know you Surrounded by my thoughts again I know that I grew dimmer I felt me start to flicker I felt a gust of wind I thought it was in my head But was it in my head? In my head