Think I should keep a diary
Cuz I can't tell my life from dreams
Disconnected from reality
Feels like I'm always asleep
Feels like it's 4am
And I'm never going home again
There's a perfect summer in my head
But it feels like winter wherever I am
It feels like winter wherever I am
But it feels like winter wherever I am
Now every year is gonna be
Shorter than the last I finally see
I can't escape the entropy
Forever bound to spiral in elegy
And I feel it coming then you brush my arm with your hand like it's nothing
And it seems so funny how that's all it takes to make the world feel sunny
So I try to hold you close again
Say I can keep you warm until the end
You said I could try my best
But it feels like winter wherever I am
It feels like winter wherever I am
But it feels like winter wherever I am
Maybe I should let you lie to me
Cause we could learn a lot from more peace
Disconnected from reality
Now I'm showing you a side you've never seen
Now I'm tryna chase pouring rain
I wanna trade blues for dark greens
Me explaining why I'm gone again
And why all you ever do is wait for me
It's like wherever I fall, you land
And every step I take is how you planned
So when I go through withdrawal again
It's already winter wherever I am
It feels like winter wherever I am
But it feels like winter wherever I am