I been going crazy
She like boy don't play me
I done gave up on these females except my momma who raised me
And aunties raised me, and my grandmas raised me
Only father figures I had were my uncles and my grandpa nem
Then my Pops took me in and said don't be like them
Negroes running up the streets I looked up to them
Had to change up what I see cuz I would follow them
Probably die like them, I ain't proud or nothing
Father look me in eyes and told me crystal clear
I ain't gone leave you or forsake you boy you got me here
My mom don't know about my life and that's the crazy part
Her son done been around the block and could've died a lot
I was young ain't have no guns I couldn't let it spark
Only thing I ever had was Jesus in my heart
Every time I kneel and pray them demons run away
I was 12 and I was killing giants with my faith
Could've told a mountain move and it was out my way
How I'm struggling in this life with simple things today
Don't make no cents don't make no money how you gonna eat
My auntie really held me down when she was feeding me
Grew up in a house, 13 people roaches when we eat
Fried bologna government cheese still ain't paid the bill this week
Grandpa made my mother get that job and got us cross the street
Mother found my pops and they got married progress no defeat
Still remember nights I would get tormented by demons sleep
Called to Father God and Jesus Christ who came through saving me
As a little boy great grandpa playing checkers teaching me
Spoke that life inside me I still call him just to hear him teach
I remember times when I would fallout from you God
Leave the walk and give it up cuz I just wanted freedom
Come right back because of consequences from me leaving
I ain't want it so I'd pray and you would make it leave me
I'm still stuck inside my ways and father you forgive me
I ain't gone cap inside no rap I need you Holy Spirit
Venting on it back to back like Drizzy wrote my lyrics
I just want my freedom back and it's so close I feel it
It's like I'm locked up inside I found freedom in Christ
And it flows when I write I speak I found freedom in mics
I break rules that they set I want freedom alright
Had to cry to my God cuz my freedom's the price
It's like I'm locked up inside I found freedom in Christ
And it flows when I write I speak I found freedom in mics
I break rules that they set I want freedom alright
Had to cry to my God cuz my freedom's the price