I've been unsure, I've been scared too What's the right choice, and I think it's you God if it's true, then I need you How come every time I'm stressed I don't feel you I've been in the same place for a while now If I got you then you got me so let me calm down It's hard to trust you but on paper makes it seem easy Know that you working got a plan I just don't feel easy I wanted more for my life but things done changed on me I wanted money at a price so I been working on it My flesh keep winning all these battles like it's preying on me Feel like I'm muffled where my brothers needs their hands on me I left some things at home and picked some more up over here If you was really with me might even just see a tear Know I'm grateful for my peace that's when I have some Know I'm happy when I feel you but now I feel numb I wanted more for my life but things done changed on me I wanted more for my life but things done changed on me