I'm such a mess, that's all I'll say To myself, as I fade to grey Today, I'll stand up straight, I'll stand up tall As I fail, I'll fall down low That's how it goes I know its not okay how I deal with my problems Its no ones fault, but my own Lets go to the beach, on our first date, we'll get away You'll never hear me say You look so cute, you blow me away As I fail, I'll fall down low That's how it goes I know its not okay how I deal with my problems Its no ones fault, but my own I know I'll hurt you and I don't know why I'll wear you out, Its not enough I will try, I will fail I will try, I will fail I will try, I will fail I will try, I will fail I will try, I will fail I will try, I will fail I will try, I will fail I will try, I will fail