I have become all that I didn't want Selfish, naive, I think I'm going crazy My dreams are much too real I want to disappear Struggling just to get rest But I'm still glues to my bed Feel tired when its light outside Stare at the ceiling all night The dust has been there for weeks The voice is screaming at me But I pretend I'm asleep In these sweat covered sheets I have become all that I didn't want Selfish, naive, I think I'm going crazy My dreams are much too real I want to disappear Masking my true feelings Just pain, no healing In the blink of an eye My body starts to shake Can't help but just think about the things I hate Wish I was somebody else, wish I could not be sad No I'm not okay So don't fucking ask I have become all that I didn't want Selfish, naive, I think I'm going crazy My dreams are much too real I want to disappear I pushed away the ones I loved in times I needed them Now all that's left is me, I feel like its the end I feel like its the end I feel like its the end I feel like its the end I feel like its the end I feel like its the end I feel like its the end I feel like its the end I feel like its the end I feel like its the end