Deep in Deep in the deep end Thought I was dreaming I wake up, and it's all true Lost it, I lost my cool How could How could I feel, all that I feel and still give it my all And still choose not to fall Fall for all these thoughts that consume me in the dark How could I feel, all that I feel and still give it my all Still standing tall Still risk it all All alone in a room full of people cause my mind not there Focused on the things that you can't see here Wasted time is only a perspective I'm convinced Cause I've been through it twice and I still keep putting in Effort cause I wanna see the people 'round me win and if it got be me then I repeat all-Again Even on my worse days you choose me, through suffering I pour my heart out to the people, watch them walk again Watch them heal again I've been through it twice and I still keep putting in How could How could I feel, all that I feel and still give it my all How could I? How could I feel, the way I feel And still give it my all Still choosing not to fall Still standing tall Ya got me twisted Giving up stress now All of these thoughts I have sketched out Watching over what I have left now Try to focus that make em feel left out Make a new move and it's hated Can't please the world choose where you stationed I'm in the Stu choosing the greatness Gift that was planted in me Like a seed, mustard seed Size of faith, over greed See a snake, I don't freeze Fears a lie, don't you doubt Flex patience while we in a drought Holy water, let it rinse me down Tried escaping now I'm breaking out Worth the acne then the safer route Complications make a bigger bounce and I Try to avoid announcements I Got on me knee once, yea Yet, He showed her He loved her a thousand times Keep it poetic like Housman, I Blow out my candles around some eyes, that might not be present throughout my time LC How could I feel, all that I feel and still give it my all How could I? How could I? How could I feel, the way I feel And still give it my all Still choosing not to fall Still standing tall Breathing Breathing in your love Still breathing, until I can't no more I'm breathing Breathing in your love Still breathing, until I can't no more