Some days
I don't know what to say
So much on my brain
Always learn the hard way
Tryna save the world
Can never save myself
No one understands me
Always wanna judge me
I'm grinding from the mud
Demons all around me
I ain't never safe
Praying everyday
That I see another day
They don't know the pain that I went through
They don't see the things that I go through
All they see is lenci's on my feet
Tour a different city every week
Yeah I look blessed when I come through
You don't know the price nor the sacrifice
You just see the lights
That I'm verified
You don't want this life
I promise
How do I cry again
Get back up and then smile again
Go through hell just to fight again
Make it look so easy
Why do I try again
Live my dreams and then I die again
Lose my faith then come alive again
Make it look so easy
Some days
I wish my best friend
Was still livin'
To witness all my history
I know that you'd be proud of me
Grandma would be proud of me
Wish she was still here
Cuz she ain't have no fear
And she would never lie to me
My parents they abandoned me
They don't know the pain that I went through
They don't see the things that I go through
All they see is lenci's on my feet
Tour a different city every week
Yeah I look blessed when I come through
You don't know the price nor the sacrifice
You just see the lights
That I'm verified
You don't want this life
I promise
How do I cry again
Get back up then I smile again
Go through hell just to fight again
Make it look so easy
Why do I try again
Live my dreams and then I die again
Lose my faith then come alive again
Make it look so easy