God I hate
To care this much
So I can't pay you
Anymind
Anymore
You're tearing at
What I've been building up
And I don't wanna be stuck
Regrettably yours
I'll take any alternative
I'd rather be numb
From your divided attention
What have I been missing?
Tripping on expectations
I gotta wonder
But I just go numb
God I hate telling you things to your face
That I'd rather never face
It's kinda scary
You can say you care for me
I'd rather not even know
I'd rather not even know
When is enough enough?
You never call my bluff
When is enough enough?
Regrettably yours
I'll take any alternative
I'd rather be numb
From your divided attention
What have I been missing?
Tripping on expectations
I gotta wonder
But I just go numb