I am waking up In the orchard of our dreams It hasn't been easy We haven't been friends for a while I will turn my back On the things I've done That have made you disappear You haven't been first, for a while I could I could Blame it on the weather Blame it on the plan I could, I could Blame it on my job Blame the other man I could, I could Gather up my stones Hurl them at you I could I could But if I lay a single finger I'm hurting me too I can see the light And it doesn't burn my eyes For the first time in a long time I'm walking out from the shadows You twist your head Turn your heart to my face Your independent smile Tells me we can be friends again I could I could Blame it on the weather Blame it on the plan I could, I could Blame it on my job Blame the other man I could, I could Gather up my stones Hurl them at you I could I could But if I lay a single finger I'm hurting me too I'm being honest I'm being honest I'm being honest Right with you now I'm being honest I'm being honest I'm being honest Right here now