This place where I come from Never accepted me as I was Taught me how to carry on like someone else I never could be They did not know that my heart fell Just like everyone else I wanted to be loved by someone To be loved by someone So, I took my life - a thousand times The sun came up - I cursed and I cried I put enough poison in this body of mine To take out an army - but it would not die Before the smoke takes the gun I will be loved by someone It's not something just anyone can help It's more than that - bigger than myself Gravity may be pulling me in Every bone in me - toward the dark descends But I'm steering clear - I'm staying strong The end may be near - but, oh, what this heart will behold So, I took my life - a thousand times The sun came up - I cursed and I cried I put enough poison in this body of mine To take out an army - but it would not die Before the smoke takes the gun I will be loved by someone