I don't believe you when you say you love me I feel like I don't deserve it, the one you love isn't me I don't know why I can't accept you love me I feel safer isolated, I feel like I'm hurting you She loved me when I didn't love myself and I drove her away I was alone and I made myself that way I thought I could disappear and no one would notice I couldn't even when I tried, I'm not sure how I survived Scorched Earth behind me starting over I don't know what I'm doing, I don't know where I belong But I am unapologetically myself So when you say you love me now I will believe you And I think I finally love myself I think I finally love myself