I'm just another lonely star I was probably born in Dallas
I'm sorry you always seem to catch me while I'm at my most callous
I just wanna apologize, all the bullshit all the lies
I probably sound just like my folks, but I wish you loved me more than your phone
I wish you'd take a break from getting stoned
And making stupid jokes I'll die alone
Baby I'm just going through the motions, uh huh
And maybe I'm just causing a commotion, oh no
But I wonder if you also feel something's gone
Yes I wonder if you also feel something's gone
It's a regular Thursday writing love songs about a girl I've never met
Good thing you can't read my handwriting or you would've already left
My cat and I take the same medication for our anxiety (No joke)
I probably sound just like my folks, but I wish you loved me more than your phone
I wish you'd take a break from getting stoned
And making stupid jokes I'll die alone
Baby I'm just going through the motions, uh huh
And maybe I'm just causing a commotion, oh no
But I wonder if you also feel something's gone
Yes I wonder if you also feel something's gone
Every night I dry swallow three pills before I go to bed
One for my insomnia, the other two to get you out of my head
Cigarettes under my floor board
How'd the hell they get there
In my room and under the stairs
All my therapist wants to talk about is herself
She keeps sending me articles on how vaping's getting bad for my health
It took me about three years to process the death of my dog
I know you're in a much better place
But I still wish I could see your face
The way your eyes got all big
Or how your little tail used to shake
Macy I miss you but I know that you're well
I can't wait to see you in heaven
Does your collar still have that little bell
And I wonder where I'd be if you'd never left
Yes I wonder where I'd be if you'd never left