In the city I lost myself Despise the chaos but hard to get out And I'm always the first in line Just lucky to be alive Got hate or so they say I drained the cup of the bitter taste I'll take the shadows to keep me at ease Lost it all in this leisure scene A neat science A neat science Met myself a dead tape collector I can't help it, I'm on a guntrip I can't help it, I'm on a guntrip Can't stand the tie that binds With every corner a new surprise I guess its time to stand up tall See how it feels to lose it all A neat science A neat science Met myself a dead tape collector I can't help it I didn't think I'd fucked up this much I didn't think I'd fucked up this much I didn't think I'd fucked up this much I didn't think I'd fucked up this much