I've been working on myself
I've been pushing hard to grow
I've been practicing late
I've been tired and awake
I've been saying I'm okay
Hope you'll love me once again
And it's hard
And it's hard
I've been trying to get it back
I've been sleeping in till noon
I've been quiet and polite
I've been reading at night
I've been losing every fight
Guess I'll never get it right
And it's hard
And it's hard
Why don't you understand me
Why can't I give you a clue
Why must you reprimand me
With everything that I do
It's all wrong, it's all wrong
It's all wrong, it's all wrong
I'm just trying
I've been tired of sleepy tears
I've been eating processed food
I've saying yes not no
I've been celebrating low
I've been wishing I were cold
While you're standing in the snow
And it's hard
And it's hard
Why don't you understand me
Why can't I give you a clue
Why must you reprimand me
With everything that I do
It's all wrong, it's all wrong
It's all wrong, it's all wrong
I'm just tired
I've been starting once again
I've been feeling so alone
I've been wondering what went wrong
I've been wishing I'd belong
I've been tired of being strong
I've been trying to sing this song
And it's hard
And it's hard