Final blow to the year Did you have to do that, dear? Remember when you invited me to the show with you? Visions of how it went would go through my head all day A mouth full of hope, nothing can come out when I open I don't know where we stand Don't know if I can trust myself to do everything right this time I'll keep on getting high every night to smoke you off my fucking mind The way you looked at me, I should've known how you felt I wish I could go back in time All these days I came up in my head I wish I could go back in time