The movements of the world Rise and tower over me Lovecraftian gods Inspiring vertigo Mindless demons flourish In spaces beyond reason From whence no thought Can return unharmed And cut off at night From gravity and the stars I shrink into meditation Before the grinning white face Of this endless inhumanity And cut off the night From gravity and the stars I retrun to this cathartic terror This seasonless equinox This dread incarnation Of universal suicide Conspiring with dreams For the reins of my mind A coming of age A crossing of worlds I will make this devourer My vernal sacrifice Come, be revealed Where the howling avatars Of my most desperate passions Hold court in the bowels of my spirit And I wade in the blood Of the conqueror leech And like Mithras bring forth Another unsteady awakening