Days full of doubt, nights full of sorrow It will all end now Don't you stand at my grave Waiting For I will not be there I never wanted what life wanted from me I never wanted what life gave to me This beautiful lie of a mother's womb The pious trick For it's the tomb Just like the small shadows Hissing across the lawn Only to get lost in the sunset No two times are alike No two fates are the same We are the first to fall Salvation waits for noone and soon I will forget that the world has forgotten about me Weathered consoler Hideous to behold Gaunt immortality in black and gold I don't want to know what's on the other side What's lost in the fire I will find in the ashes Of who I used to be For now I am settled in a world Where it's always dead with darkness And alive with light