I've been living out what I make up Look tired all the time, no need for make-up I let myself go wherever I run to All these words, they try to fight through My bones are starting to stick My thoughts are being pathetic With you around my mind makes no sound And I lose anxiety that had a hold on me Evening comes, my heart awakens I put on a clean pair of jeans Can't find my soul in my eyes Must've been drowned out by night cries I try to talk to you Can't decide what to do Everything's painfully hard And it breaks my heart And I'm not okay You've been away so long My bones are starting to stick My thoughts are being pathetic With you around my mind makes no sound And I lose anxiety that had a hold on me And we gaze into the moon We'll find our place in the darkness soon