I'm not alone I'm just confused so I might look like I'm lost Beyond recall Not getting out of this maze No need for help, cause this is part of the game The only rule is that I'll go alone Through the bitterness that I will provoke Through the loneliness that doesn't exist I give my best to be a desolate soul Cause that's what I deserve Deserve In this tidiness I can't find my mess I can't get it right if I'm dynamite I'm sorry I have to go Just bought some time By not saying anything for a while By not asking all the questions that don't Have the answers that I'd like to hear Just bought myself time Some time Some time Some time I have to much to say in a language I don't speak I'm sorry have to go I'll pretend to let you go Everyone is growing up Everyone knows where to go I am still the little boy What a fool I am A fool I'll be When I wake up When I hit the ground Trapped on a journey What went wrong, what's wrong with me Crossroads everywhere Will I find the road back home I stow away the words I'd say I run away from us for us