Though I owe you, I owe you no allegiance But I still feel guilty for the things that I have done These past fifteen days It was easy To just let it happen I've been with people who sing gorgeous songs While you're just ringing in my ear And filling with envy Who will you turn to now? It was your decision I won't hear you With hating and screaming still ringing in my ear You threw me away Away to the jackals But the jackals they showed me a good time While you're just ringing in my ear I toasted marshmallows While you burned our bridges down And I looked at landscapes that I had forgotten Lit up by the fire And filling with envy Who will you turn to now? It was your decision I won't hear you With hating and screaming still ringing in my ear It's a sunny September The colours are bright here And the birds sing of beautiful places While you are just ringing in my ear