I broke our promise I just wanted to be honest, now i'm talking myself down All the things I wanna be are clouded by my history Looking back I know I've been insufferable I fell in the pond staring at my reflection In a feeling of doubt I caught from being alone Deep in my chest there is an unwillingness And an anchor that keeps me below I broke our promise I just wanna be forgotten that i'm in your spotlight now How could I have never seen my narcissistic tendencies The figure staring back at me looks miserable I fell in the pond staring at my reflection In a feeling of doubt I caught from being alone Deep in my chest there is an unwillingness And an anchor that keeps me below You can spill it all But i'm afraid that you will come to hate me And If i spill it all I'm afraid that you will go I promised I broke our promise