All I am died today
All I am died with you
If god's plan is a vacant mess
Then I am at his feet
Barking aloud a cry of torment that can't change anything
My cold dead hands couldn't keep you within my grasp
A fractured recognition
Doomed to pursue me forevermore
Apprehending a naïve fragment of serenity
Amenity in rejecting sensibility
A tenacious volition constructed to run from the truth
Sheltering my recklessness in the mangled deconstruction
Of how to contend with that which I can't contain
My imagination only sees what it wants to see
My ingenuity lays barren in the face of defeat
A fantasy in which your coffin stands agape
Digging your way to the surface
To console a bleeding nature
All I am died today
All I am died with you
They told me that they've never felt so close to god
They told me they felt watched
They told me they found faith amidst the chaos
But I haven't found a fucking thing
I think I'll see how far I'll sink
They told me they found heaven's calling
Hiding in reflections when no one can see
You'll just have to see how far you'll sink