Thanks for asking, man I'll do my best to help you understand It's hard for me to speak my mind When lately it's been so hard to clearly define Does it come from inside Chemicals misfiring deep in my mind Or is there really something that's wrong? Something external - am I just not strong? In my head I'm the star First on the scene to pull you out of the car But one night I dreamed, to my shame The cars crashed, lights flashed, and I just ran away So is there something wrong with me? I don't think so, but I don't know In the end will I find That what I call chaos has long been designed? Will it make a difference to me To know there's a reason for all that I've seen?