Disconnected from the inside out Growing distant from the life I've known so well I know this isn't where I'm meant to be I hope one day the light will set me free Set me free from my insecurities Heal my wounds and stop this suffering Set me free so I can finally breathe But all I've done is fucking lie to myself so I can feel just fine Been counting the days in the back of my mind How long will it take? I fear it's almost too late To find myself again and break through the fault line Is this life we live still filled with meaning, or will it all end up in vain? I try to not let go of the reasons that I'm still breathing, 'cause I've been reliving this war I've been placing the blame on everyone around me Avoiding the pain that is mine to take Victimized by my own self doubt I can't keep justifying my own actions Been holding myself back from the start When will I ever learn? Done lying to myself Done with excuses I'm still counting the days in the back of my mind How long will it take? Tell me it's never too late To find myself again and break through the fault line Shifting back and forth Finding the truth in this reality Where is my identity? Is this what it means to truly feel alive? Lost in motion Stuck in my own mind What else do I need to fucking feel alive? Lost in motion