Head filled with smoke
And it's rising under pressure
Dirt in my lungs
Coughing earth, it's nothing special
You lie through your teeth
And you won't let me speak
Wish that I could practice everything
That I preach
It feels like happiness is out of reach
I see the fraud that is hiding underneath
(Underneath)
Hold my tongue
When I probably should speak
Always searching but I'll never find relief
All the these thoughts of who I am forgotten
I've left thrown and tossed around
It's bringing me down and down and down
All the precious memories, I've lost them
They're all gone and can't be found
It's bringing me down and down and down
The only reason for my misery
The only reason for my misery
I feel like I've thrown everything away
Even my shadow's afraid of my company
I can't stand the things you've done to me
Kills my soul
That I know you're still running free
Bite your tongue
Every time when you think of me
You're the only reason for my misery
All the these thoughts of who I am forgotten
I've left thrown and tossed around
It's bringing me down and down and down
All the precious memories I've lost them
They're all gone and can't be found
It's bringing me down and down and down
The only reason for my misery
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I've been running on empty for a long time
Feels like I'm always late
This one I'm on time
I'd try to run but my grave
Keeps on pullin' at me
I know I'm wasting my time
What am I becoming?
These thoughts of who I am forgotten
All the precious memories, I've lost them
All these thoughts of who I am forgotten
I've left thrown and tossed around
It's bringing me down and down and down
All the precious memories, I've lost them
They're all gone and can't be found
It's bringing me down and down and down
The only reason for my misery
The only reason for my misery
The only reason for my misery