I been headed to the bottom of the barrel for a while now
I think I need a slowdown
I been blaming everybody but myself and yet somehow
I feel the weight deep down
Yeah, you know me
Making friends with all my demons, never lonely
Self-destructive and I know it, but it's only
A matter of time before I'm outta my mind, I think I need a lifeline
I don't know when I became somebody
Somebody I don't recognize
I swear to God I never saw this coming
I never thought I'd leave it all behind
I want it, don't need it, I had to realize
I hate it, I feel it, believed my own lies
I really think that I could use somebody
Somebody to bring me back to life
Sometimes it comes in waves and hits me outta nowhere like a hurricane
Feels like I'm going insane
I don't wanna be a problem, but my self-control's a losing game
When the venom's in my veins
Yeah, you know me
Making friends with all my demons, never lonely
Self-destructive and I know it, but it's only
A matter of time before I'm outta my mind, I wish that I could rewind
I don't know when I became somebody
Somebody I don't recognize
I swear to God I never saw this coming
I never thought I'd leave it all behind
I want it, don't need it, I had to realize
I hate it, I feel it, believed my own lies
I really think that I could use somebody
Somebody to bring me back to life
Yeah, you know me
Making friends with all my demons, never lonely
Self-destructive and I know it, but it's only
A matter of time before it's flatlined, vital signs, can I be revived?
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Can I be revived?
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I don't know when I became somebody
Somebody I don't recognize
I swear to God I never saw this coming
I never thought I'd leave it all behind
I want it, don't need it, I had to realize
I hate it, I feel it, believed my own lies
I really think that I could use somebody
Somebody to bring me back to life
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Can I be revived?
Somebody to bring me back to life