Ending a chapter with another cliffhanger To keep the reader in awe of the murder they're hearing Airwaves distorted with rhetoric, all horseshit Can't contemplate life without the Cliche of death overlooking your shoulder I'm the pillar of autumn, self-destruction Rough around the edges so crush my lungs under pressure Find the diamond within my soul And I know That I've been digging a hole Just to fuel my ego I know you'll be spitting on my grave (I know you'll be spitting on my grave) I know you'll be spitting on my grave That's fine at least you'll be thinking of me Cause I'm happy feeling sad I got sunshine in a bag Fuck, you're useless I'll bite my tongue Cause your future is dead and gone Cause I'm happy feeling mad I got sunshine in a bag Fuck, you're useless I'll bite my tongue Cause my future is dead and gone Fuck, is it done? I'm so sick of being the apple of your eye Fuck, bored to death Ain't it sad when you despise the thing you love the most Fuck, are we done? I'm so sick of being the apple of your eye Fuck, bored to death Ain't it sad when you despise the thing you love the most So where do we go from here? I'm over writing about all of my fears Where do I go from here? I'm over writing about all of my fears Where do I go from here? I'm so sick and tired of all of my fears So where do I go from here? I am so fucking sick of all of my fears So where do I go from here? I am so fucking tired of all of my fears So where do I go from here? I am so sick and tired of all of my fears The fuck do I go from here? I am so fucking tired of all of my fears (So where do I go from) So where do I go from here? I am so fucking sick of all of my fears