Hold your hands against my own You are the liar and I should have known I hear your words when you're talking to me So I remember every single thing Fuck Do you feel regretful for the pain you've left You always want what you can't have Open up lemme tell you what I can't stay in one place You know I'd rather die I'm awake in a nightmare But I know it was a disease I'm awake in a nightmare But I know it was a disease Your shadow follows me This house of memories is now my enemy I heart that used to be Time for recovery, maybe eventually These walls bear marks of nostalgia I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy No These walls bear marks of nostalgia I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy Your shadow follows me This house of memories is now my enemy I heart that used to be Time for recovery, maybe eventually I'm awake in a nightmare But I know it was a disease I'm awake in a nightmare But I know it was a disease These walls paint pictures that I'll burn this house just to kill this disease Move Your shadow follows me This house of memories is now my enemy I heart that used to be Time for recovery, maybe eventually Your shadow follows me This house of memories is now my enemy I heart that used to be Time for recovery, maybe eventually