You watch me waste away I know what it feels like to come undone (To come undone) To wake up early To numb myself To throw up blood To hide the sun You watch me waste away You watch me waste away And I wonder How you sleep at night? How you close your eyes? Are you still alive? I've made mistakes Never told the truth I've been down and out Falling away from you I suffocate myself A lifetime living in this hell To numb myself To hide the sun You watch me waste away You watch me waste away And I wonder How you sleep at night? How you close your eyes? Are you still alive? To wake up early To numb myself To throw up blood To hide the sun Suffocation Suffocation Suffocation This will be my end Suffocation This will be my end Suffocation