I am the one left decaying in the dark Confess my sins but missing the start What was it like to be so sober? What was it like to walk up a lonely path Trying to be a better man But I've never felt such hurt I am distortion Inhale distortion I am the spineless protection The fatal injection I sold my soul to the saint of depression I'll always pray for something new Through all the shit you made me do I am distortion Inhale distortion I never want to leave I am the pain you would never see I only know this anxiety I never wanted to leave I never wanted to leave For what it's worth I know my sin Wide awake at night and I'm giving in I can taste your poison, see what you create Cos deep inside I'm the one you hate I can taste your poison, see what you create Cos deep inside I'm the one you hate I never want to leave I am the pain you would never see I only know this anxiety I never wanted to leave I never want to leave I am the pain you would never see I only know this anxiety I never wanted to leave I never wanted to leave I am the one that you hate.