On my knees I'm suffering The blackness is consuming me I'm drowning in my misery Can't believe all these years I'm choking down all my tears So what the hell is happening I try to rise and stand Pain crippling my hands Try holding onto everything What is it you want from me Given you the best I can But you're still leaving in the end Why Am I so blind I can't Not see the light God Knows I have tried But now I have to hide In the darkest pit I've fallen down upon the ground Crawling on my hands and knees Begging you not to leave Taunting voices in my head Without you here I feel dead Your silence is so deafening Anything that we can save All the love, the sons we made So please say it's not too late What can I do to show to you Forget the past, make it new Can we start all over again Why Am I so blind I can't Not see the light God Knows I have tried But now I have to hide In the darkest pit In the darkest pit In the darkest pit With every tear I drew a line With every breath I'll hide it here With every tear I drew a line With every breath I'll hide it here Why am I so blind I can't not see the light God knows I have tried But now i have to hide Why Am I so blind I can't Not see the light God Knows I have tried But now I have to hide In the darkest pit