Too many years without a friendship Too many years I had to fake it You were the reason I could make it And I never made it They forgot they left me behind And no I can't look in your eyes All I see is nothing but lies So tell me girl why do I try? They forgot they left me behind And no I can't look in your eyes All I see is nothing but lies So tell me girl why do I try? Sorry I'm not him I can not change my skin But I still wanna win It's all lead up to this Overdramatic, erratic Yeah Try to get mad at my mattress Yeah Miss you like a fuckin addict Yeah Why don't you let me come at it? Yeah Think too much and my soul burns Made my decision, it's over I'm not happy when I'm sober Only happy when I know her They forgot they left me behind And no I can't look in your eyes All I see is nothing but lies So tell me girl why do I try? They forgot they left me behind And no I can't look in your eyes All I see is nothing but lies So tell me girl why do I try? Meow