It's been a minute, yeah
They think I'm winning
'Cause of all the grinning
But they don't know what's going on
They don't know what's going on (oh)
Pushed into reality but didn't know
Every little thing was gonna be my fault
I don't wanna do this anymore, I'm alone
Somebody, help, I don't wanna be at home
Get mom on the phone, yeah, I sold my soul
I didn't know that this would be cold
C-c-cold, c-c-cold
This would be cold
Fuck, yeah
I was at the top, yeah
Nothing in my head telling me I should stop, yeah
Oh, yeah
Lookin' in the mirror like who even are you?
You're not anything that I wanna be a part of
Don't trust anything I say
I still wanna be saved
My life might be a waste
Someone, carry me away
Forget about your dreams and just stick to your limit
'Cause I'm in my dream, I don't wanna be in it
Your happiness becomes the amount of a digit
I think about the old days and I always miss them
Pushed into reality but didn't know
Every little thing was gonna be my fault
I don't wanna do this anymore, I'm alone
Somebody, help, I don't wanna be at home
Get mom on the phone, yeah, I sold my soul
I didn't know that this would be cold
C-c-cold, c-c-cold
This would be cold
Same face when I'm feeling nothing
I can't wait, I'm so tired of running
Quit talking, I can't keep discussing
All the same things, I can save me
My fault, I messed up, I'm sorry
I do things and those same things harm me
Not much else in this life alarms me
I walk past, you walk, disregard me
I'm sorry
Same things harm me
I'm sorry
Same things harm me
Pushed into reality but didn't know
Every little thing was gonna be my fault
I don't wanna do this anymore, I'm alone
Somebody, help, I don't wanna be at home
Get mom on the phone, yeah, I sold my soul
I didn't know that this would be cold
C-c-cold, c-c-cold
This would be cold
Cold
Cold
Cold
Cold