Yeah
Not long before the dust settles
We been about since Jay made Reasonable doubt
A couple people in my circle that needed some work
Know me enough to know that l'll never see them without
I've been busy doing the shit these niggas claim they're doing
The only difference being, me, I have people to vouch
I left school and I went straight into the family business
Where I learned how to build a future off of half a ounce
It breaks my heart to even think about the time wasted
So many people come and gone has got me losing count
This wasn't my choice, I wanted to go to Uni'
It was the government who told man I wasn't allowed
I smoke weed because it helps me sleep
I smoke weed because it helps me to
Forget about the shit I been stressing about
I know I was destined to be more that just another dealer
And this is God's plan, he's just testing me out
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I miss the missing pieces
I try to deep it, but it leaves me speechless
Look the mirror in the eyes because I know he is my only weakness
Young boy, Bo Peep, don't sleep, still, he's always dreaming
Free, free, free Chance, free Semi, free Bay
Something it feels like I'm the only one who isn't in jail
And I just wanna show these niggas that's there more to life
Than just standing by the shops outside of Romford station
'Cause my boys still out in country, he been there for time
Man, I wish that I could tell you he was on vacation
But the fact is you see when you're living this life
The only holiday you get is going back to jail
Only time will tell, couldn't find no help
I was by myself trying to find myself
Losing so much time, man, that time was my hell
Trying to free my mind, like my mind was jail
C'est la vie, my guys, c'est la vie, that's life
When I close my eyes, I see stadium life
My whole life they tried to tell me "Big boys don't cry"
How 'bout we give 'em oceans and tides?
Fuck!