I've never been the best
My hearts constricted in it's safety vest
I've never been one to invest
But when I do I'm all in
Hopefully you're calling soon
I could really use an I love you
If you have a moment, then I have two
If you saved my number, then I did too
I just wish I noticed you
I wish you would've told the truth
I wish I would've followed suit
Even if it hurt
Cause I see life in a different hue
It's not as bright as when I'm with you
It's darkened from what I put you through
And it all keeps coming back
But I'm just scared of running back to you
I know that I was more than bad to you
Its hurting me how its hurting you
But you always knew that
Cause
You gave an inch
And I took a mile
And along with that
I took your smile
To log it away
In another file
To collect dust
For a little while
Cause I can't handle much
Let alone the harshness of your touch
Your love's always been my crutch
But I had to fuck it up
I'm learning how to walk on my own now
I'm learning how to fucking stand my ground
I finally did it and now you're not around
Its hard for you to even say that you trust me
After all the times you lied to me and said you love me?
After putting all the bars you fucking love above me?
After drunken nights that always turned ugly
Instead of pushing me away why don't you shove me?
Cause
I gave an inch
And you took a mile
And along with that
You took my smile
To log it away
In another file
To collect dust
For a little while
Cause you can't handle much
Let alone the ways you're out of touch
With how my love's always been your crutch
But then you had to go and fuck it up