I can't give into this There is no object permanence When you're gone you're gone If I can't see you Then you don't exist And when you leave I know you're done You see me writhe when alone Wondering if you will come back home But you'll never know What I know Treat days like minutes Then you're not that fucking innocent Even when the light shines through I'm afraid that I won't find you And when I let you in Your exit's always imminent 'Cause an end is just an end And until then we're golden You see me writhe when alone Wondering if you will come back home But you'll never know What I know In these quiet moments The floodgates open I miss you, but I shouldn't Your words Carefully you chose them But didn't own them Turned ragweeds into roses Ooh I'm nothing special I'm a fool I'm sentimental I keep falling for it every single time But you'll never be Never be mine Never be mine