I'm tired
Because there's a lot of things wrong with me (Ah, da da da)
And I just can't fix them
So embrace it, whatcha doing? (Tired)
Hold on bro, hold on bro
I'm tired of this life
Uh, this thing called life, man
I don't know if I can do it anymore
What I've had to suffer
I'm just so tired
I'm tired, like
I'm tired of feeling like I ain't good enough for bitches and shit
Nigga, I'm tired of losing people
I'm tired of giving up, y'know
I'm like tired of being so fucking lonely all the time
I'm gonna rot in loneliness
I'm tired of all this peer pressure
I'm tired of receiving endless criticism
For not meeting an exceptionally high standard
And receiving zero recognition when I do
I'm tired
My worries keep me up at night
Because until I perfect my craft
Until I'm satisfied
I cannot sleep
I'm tired of seeing people
Talking down on somebody and like
Not tryna support them
Or tryna help
Like what's so hard about that
I'm not even asking you for money
Not asking you for none of that
Just for your support
I'm just tired of that
People don't want to emotionally
People don't want to emotionally invest in you
Solely because they don't see your vision early on
They don't beli--, they don't believe in your vision
They don't see that you can sell out Rolling Loud
I'm tired of explaining to people why I went to rehab
I'm tired of being scared to go back
I'm tired of being labeled an addict
Tired of people calling me crazy
Tired of being depressed
Tired of panic attacks and the anxiety
Y'know, I'm just tired of trying sometimes
Because it feels like I'm just constantly walking down
Like, a big tunnel
And like yeah, I see the light at the end of it
But like there's like so much that's in between me and that light
That doesn't feel worth it
It doesn't feel like I'm making any progress
Every time I look up
It just seems like it's the same distance
I guess I don't know what I'm really tired of
I guess it's just, like, always having to wish that things were better
It sounds stupid
I'm tired of feeling like I'm not enough
Or being told I'm unintelligent
I feel like I'm not living the life that I want
I'm tired because I can't sleep at night
Because I can't stop thinking
Because I spiral, thinking that my friends all think that I'm annoying
Because I feel responsible for their emotions all the time
Because the government should work the people
But, the people are working for the government
And you know, people suck