(Already ghost, I can't let you close)
Still, I don't know
Still, my heart stay closed
Yeah, I don't know
No I just can't tell
Fucked up in the head I can't trust myself
One minute I'm cool, then the next I'm manic
(Crushin' scripts up under plastic)
I watched our love die fast
I never knew about that
I saw it all turn bad
Now I don't want you back
Woke up and my mind is spinning
Woke up and the whole world's ending
Still searching to feel something
Still feeling like I'm nothing
I watched our love die fast
I never knew about that
I saw it all turn bad
Now I don't want you back
Woke up and my mind is spinning
Woke up and the whole world's ending
Still searching to feel something
Still feeling like I'm nothing
Got a spark in my heart
I got smoke in my lungs
Should've known from the start
You were never the one
I'm not the one that you want
Why you put up a front
Playing me like I'm dumb
Make me feel like a dub
Baby, I'm done
Yeah I'm moving on
You can call my phone
But I'm already gone
Yeah I'm already ghost
I can't let you close
No I don't know
So my heart stay closed
No I don't know
I just can't tell
Fucked up in the head
I can't trust myself
One minute I'm cool
Then the next I'm manic
Crushing scripts up
Under plastic
Rolling spliffs up
I can't feel shit
When I can't think
That's my favorite
When you kissed me
I just lost it
Wishing I could've told
What it costed
I watched our love die fast
I never knew about that
I saw it all turn bad
Now I don't want you back
Woke up and my mind is spinning
Woke up and the whole world's ending
Still searching to feel something
Still feeling like I'm nothing
I watched our love die fast
I never knew about that
I saw it all turn bad
Now I don't want you back
Woke up and my mind is spinning
Woke up and the whole world's ending
Still searching to feel something
Still feeling like I'm nothing
You don't even know what happened
I don't wanna fix it all
Seeing through our glass it's cracking
Hourglass, not filled at all
I'll never know your passions
Cause we're in a late-stage, we're in a late stage
I'm breaking down I'm crashing up
Not on the same page, not on the same page
I want you to be here, a mainstay
One day I wanna play on the main stage
It's just the same shit, said a different way
I'll cough it up, I'm feeling grey
I want to be in the nosebleed, know me
Everything is better when you hold me
Or scold me
I'm slowly
Finding somewhere to hide like brody
Knowing that you'll never know me gives me piece of mind
I hope you know I'm lonely like all of the time
I start to realise that I won't come to my senses
I hope when I leave this place I go on to the next thing