Bright white kitchen on a Sunday morning Sitting with my sister at the table With a mug in hand that I got from island Mom's hanging paintings from New Airy New photo of me when I was seventeen And there's a great big window that you could see helicopters fall And watch garden gnomes Oh, its oh, so long the merrier Sneaking a picture on a napkin with a blue berry And I was laughing out so loud and cheering And something started tasting strange in the coffee We all went to look behind the machine And there's a swam of horseflies, that turn to blackbirds Things are funny like that in dreams And that's when I him saw at the top of the stairs He walked right by me but I knew that he cared His vomit on the train made me run in far I had a phobia of sickness since my sister in the car Music drawing in my breakfast bed I let him touch me with his hands There are parts in me that I'll never really understand Suddenly I was stuck behind the sun I could see my fame But everyone they tried hard but I could not scream Things are always funny like that in dreams And every night I sleep with your birthday card And in your handwriting it says I am a star Well, I don't feel like one In fact the opposite, what's the opposite of star? Anyway, are there places in the sky that's softer than others? Are they still things left to run away from? Are they still things left to discover? Sometimes I fall and can't get back up So is this the sidewalk or a balance thing Avery likes playing this games Avery likes playing this games Avery likes playing this games Oh oh oh oh